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[Jan. 5th, 2006|02:04 am] |
What makes the world go round
Action and reaction that all it takes
A simple brick being removed can make the whole place crumble
The stability brick
I'm falling apart faster then a building loaded to the teeth with tnt |
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[Dec. 31st, 2005|07:11 pm] |
I'm happy i think im doing something good for my self
This is me becoming a new person
Leaving the old behind and starting new
<3 |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
Nothing is worse then what i herd
I almost wanted to run away from my self
I guess i was wrong thinking maybe you even had
a shred of love for me
Then things would have been diffrent
You actully have the nirve to tell people we fight
Because im bi-polor because i got burned ?
You could just stop there
i guess since you tell the world
It dont matter
N no me having one nipple
never had shit to do with anything asshole
I guess you are just like that
you just try to make your self look better for others
Just like if you really loved jenny
why do you tell me that she fucking
needs to wear a fucking thick ass pad
so she dont leek piss all over the place?
Keep shit to your self all it dose is make you look worse
you were never a good b/f and i regret ever talking to you
i should have stuck to
im a dyke
I could have saved my sanity |
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|04:07 pm] |
I need to go get my last check from wendys
that place pisses me off
Id just rather not be in there at all
That kegger lastnight was pretty sweet tell
jeff and matt got into it
I met this weird gy that said it made him
"erect" to have a woman stick 3 fingers through his ear
Weird
+} it was hot and sticky out
so i fucking hung out by the fan
tell i started to get pissed off
Heh i was told i look sexy underneath cars
i guess guys just wanna see a girl
that can do something for them selves
Life is so up and down right now ...
I have fucking wasted a shit load of minutes
for my ex to be all bi-polar with me
He calls he yells at me i hang up
he calls back says im sorry
Err I want him to be my friend
But if he needs to ditch out on me
fine
life gose on
My mom has been acting a little better
My sister is getting a little bigger
soon there will be a baby
Rachel work all the time hardly see her
altho. she hung out with me and my friends a few times
My dad is in the pool lobster man for the summer rep.
REDMAN |
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[Jan. 7th, 2004|09:37 pm] |
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Its cold and nasty out side today... i havent been going out side too much lately it feels 10 below... this weather is making everyone sick and disfunctional blah... i went and got coffe with bekka and mirna it was fun we smoked then i came home mirna was getting sicker and she had drank abuncha cold shit... school again on the 20th lets see how this goes i still have to find a ride home monday n wednesday from school shitty... n i hate asking people for favors.. i think imma go to sleep soon ... |
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[Dec. 26th, 2003|04:27 pm] |
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I got lots of stuff yesterday and i think everyone i shopped for liked the stuff i got them.... I didnt go to great grandmas but i did go to my aunts with sean it wasnt that much fun but i got stuff and sean got to meet my family.... today the 26th i think im going to the mall with sean... its my dads b-day hes going to a hocky game so i really wont be seeing him today and all i hope he has fun..... tomarrow is seans b-day he'll be 19 years sexy woo !!! I hope sean likes what i got him for his b-day.... Hes so damn cute..... i cant wait to wear my skirt i got it black lace and velvet mmmmmmmm ........... Well merry be lated christmas everyone |
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[Dec. 21st, 2003|09:19 pm] |
Yeah so giving the silent treatment is now equil to calling names, mean hurtful names ...... i knew i was better off keeping my mouth shut then you would have kept on its amazing what people will do to hurt one another... iv relized thats all life really is
PAIN |
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[Dec. 15th, 2003|02:10 am] |
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So i bought a ton of cool shit for x-mas. I'm getting a velvet skirt it cost a pretty penny too, it better look good... oh but best of all its only 12 dayz tell seans b-day~! Oh yay ! I bought him some cool shit too...
Well i had a fun weekend, all i did was smoke pot and hang out with friends and my sexy boy toy mmmmmsean.... I wanna go see big fish it comes out x-mas day i dont think i can go see it because of all the family shit.. err.. family trees and gifts blah... i hate ham i hate big tables with loud family member chatting and discussing your life while you sit back and listen oh your so cute blah blah blah but your hair and the black and the spikes and make-up grr you know i dont tell them how to dress because i know i wouldn't be leaving my house in a pair of lime green pants and a darkred shirt smelling like old woman and wearing clip on earings the size of a silver dollar. but hey its person choise and i herd your judgment gets worse at an old age..... imma go smoke a bowl then go to sleep...
<3's
MEaH |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2003|02:24 pm] |
this sucks the boy i love wont spend more then 2 hours with me a night ... i give up.. i begged and pleaded to get what i cant have
fuck it |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2003|01:27 am] |
you are darkkhaki
#BDB76B |
Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definately not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".
Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.
Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.
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im not getting into it im pretty smoked out and sleepy |
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[Dec. 1st, 2003|02:01 pm] |
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I feel pretty sick i im just gonna sleep this day away ....... its like everytime i start to think i feel sick |
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[Nov. 27th, 2003|12:11 pm] |
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Well its turkey day doesnt that suck...... thanx for nothing ....
my parents went to the football game and to the korn and limpbizket booo
sean woke up erly and went to his grandmas hes so sexy when he first gets up... i love that boy to no end...
kenny owes me turkey dinner he better call soon
So iv been reading lots of live journals and mostly in the canton area you can find groups of people that hate each other but live in the same area so why not have a little senceless dramma every now and then hell i use to but there are just some things you grow out of... |
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[Nov. 24th, 2003|09:51 pm] |
whooooo knows? NOT ME FUCKER thats great
happieness is a warm gun
goodnight |
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[Nov. 24th, 2003|01:14 am] |
O fuck can i ever do anything to please you
I have to watch my self from now on i keep fucking everything up... |
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[Nov. 20th, 2003|02:08 pm] |
to day is cleaning and long long visits w/ your b/f to the bathroom no not to huff drugs ... sean made me a pic of me and him ill be sure to scann it and put it on here later hes such a sweety i need to get a frame for it ... kenny you dumb kid i love you i really do i just get pissed off easy in stupid situations, sorry. nikky and mirna are gonna hang out w/me yay!
<3 me |
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[Nov. 19th, 2003|08:17 pm] |
Drugs
Sleep
Sex
thats all i fucking do any more sex on drugs in wow and no more school . im the fucking champ... no job 18 ahhhhhhh i am who i never wanted to be. everything is goddamn stressfull.
But other than that been hanging out with my friends witch i shouldnt because i need to get some real shit taken care of why do you people have to be so much fun!
I'm dieing for a country drive nikky still owes me money i should call and see what hes doing being in my house is driving me mad nothing worse than the same 4 wall for 5 years i feel closed in. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2003|08:28 pm] |
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Yesterday I went tricker treating and took a hit of chronic it wasnt that chronic... i passed out around 530 6 o` clock am..Today has been shitty, but on the up side if you can call it that i have 4 dollars and nothing to do with myself i think imma just drink that 151 nikky left here and pass out..... |
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[Oct. 30th, 2003|06:20 pm] |
Kenny sean and i went and got pumpkins it was fun i got the most perfectest pumpkin in the whole world its all orange and small, i cant say anything bad about it. even when it is no longer needed i can go smash it and the fun doesnt stop there if a cop sees me i can physical activity out of it.... but n e ways i wrote some stuff on kendalls car it says "big cock" and "kenny smokes rocks" hehehe i had so much fun i just got done cleaning and stuff now imma call sean nikky and brude and then smoke some tree i hope.... KMFDM Rocked harder then i thought we went to mirnas first and got all high then went and got matt he went with us too ooooooooooooooooooohhhhhh the fun!
Well peace love and drugs... love+drugs= peace |
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